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The World of Dancing Doubles.


Let’s paint the town red!

The ballroom , everyone is dancing, if you want, dance, if you want, don’t…!” I shall never forget this handwritten sign in the city of Odessa. And how this sounds, just listen: “There is no kerosene and it is unknown…” I do not know if there is some regularity in the character of Odessa dwellers. And this regularity means that they have idea about some uncertainty. But local people surely have this one, as well as the outstanding sense of humor, and there is nothing to complain about. It is for this uncertainty that I (sitting on the soft sofa in a cozy flat) go for on the pages of my report in the same way as I went with the rucksack along the Mediterranean coast of this small and agreeable country, Israel. And here, if you want, read, if you want, do not…

Everything started with a knockout. Nagual took me with him to the children training on kung fu. Just at this time I had returned from the walk along hills and dried-up riverbeds. It so joyous to see how kids smooth out their creased and frightened threads of perception in the gym, and jump dancing a little with the shouts of delight.

Is not it great? – Alex asked me.

– Great! – I agreed helping him a little to deliver the lesson. The world smiled to me with children and adults’ smiles, with the sunny day and the clouds in the blue sky. After the children’s training Nagual suggested boxing with him. In several minutes I was on the floor. Just some short period of time, a second, and I already am as a thrown doll. And where is my seemingly unshakeable control and my awareness?! I am not a completely experienced fighter in comparison with him.

– Congratulations with the first knockout. A body does not understand what happens to it and just falls from the blow into a point. – Alex said. Oh, boy! – I thought going home. Like this in the most unexpected moment, when the sun is shining and birds are singing, death can kick me and will not let me to regain consciousness, everything will lose any meaning. If so, who knows, maybe I am already dead and what I can lose. It is necessary to realise a dream, go somewhere with the rucksack where my feet would take me and see what will come out of it.

It is the most suitable place in the story to return to the theme of uncertainty. I shall confess that I do not like maps of localities and discreetly developed routes with the signs and destinations though I do not neglect worked out paths. My acquaintance White Rook (Vladimir Grachev) being 60ish got round the Crimea coast in 80 days and climbed vertical cliffs of mount Dzhemerdjy which is only one kilometer above the level without safety equipment. In our great epoch of spiritual wake-up of bright representatives of the civilization of mobile, high-speed, four-wheel sofas there are almost no pedestrians. I said ‘almost’. No, surely one can still meet few people walking along the embankments of Jaffa and Tel Aviv and wandering along the city streets in poor districts and having no money to buy a car. Sometimes even brave travelers moving along the paths marked with signs after every 5 metres. Such paths resemble park lanes very much but the travelers are equipped with the one-size-fits-all outfit from expensive tourist shops. Funny and timidly move they in heavy boots and khaki hats, sticks in their hands, showing exhausting travelling in the wilderness which actually is 3 kilometers from one station to the other. But there is also a brand-new sort of sport walkers jumped from training simulators in fitness clubs with some sensors on their hands. What they are measuring these sensors, can’t make head or tail of it, do not ask me as I will not be able to answer anyway, maybe pressure or pulse. Their manner of behavior is as if everything around them is just a decoration for their selfless walk and their absolute non-participation – Wow! And this is good and even wonderful, the view of young and sportive people breathing the streams of fresh air and building muscles on training simulators. What a break in the sphere of Spirit, the opportunity even to be proud! But the died out stone jungle of Ashdod with the incredible quantity of parked cars impress. Do not think that I want to say that I am not like this. Yes, I am exactly like this. I at the beginning of my walk did not get around any area with training stimulators and smiled to every sportsperson on my way. And as it has already become clear for you, I was not going in the wilderness, I was trying to get there in every possible way. But want to say with sadness that there is no wilderness along the whole coastline of the Mediterranean Sea of Israel at all, not counting those fragments of several tens of kilometers. Let’s be grateful even for this! It’s not that nature of Mother Earth calls me. It’s that we ourselves as the whole world surrounding us have a hidden nature which we as very busy people try not to notice. This is our energetic part. It is that ability to percept the energy so as it flows in the surrounding universe that broke my illusion of non-participation and deprived me of discomfort and anxiety about it by this.


Furrows of  Time.

What I want to share with you. The surf washing feet takes away the tiredness of bare legs. The wind and solar light give the constant impulse to movement. Immense spaciousness and parades of clouds, the murmur of waves, narrow strip of coast in front and behind flushes the world. Nothing happens with the distance, but the body seems childish and light, the weight of the rucksack disappears. The slowly changing dissimilar structure of seashells, rocks and coast places us in the point of constant awareness of harmony. The brilliance of the sea gives the push to the Earth for awareness and contemplation being in constant motion streams of energy in the horizon and everywhere takes to flight through the furrows of time in other densities of consciousness. Gather vertical and spiral stages with creatures from the worlds in rising densities when one can clearly see creatures of 5, 6 ,7, 8, 9, 10 ,11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 24 density and further the ones ringed with the disc of sympathy on every level and on all levels at once.

5 – These are practically the same people in appearance, but elevated and spiritual, resembling the images of paintings by some artists of our world. The faces and bodies, and their whole world shed light, humor, awe and love. They suggest curing you from any illness.

6 – These are creatures of light with something like wings on the back, immediately moving to any part of the Universe.

7- Similar to shedding the delight and endless joy of freedom silhouettes, generally resembling the contour of a human body with their lines, but of much bigger sizes, organizers of harmony in the world of pure intention, working and braiding gigantic ribbons of strength of indescribable bright and pure colors, the beams going from globe-shaped worlds.

8- The Universe of globe-shaped worlds.

9-Endless spiral stages of uniformly white-yellowish oval cocoons with yellow-amberish flames inside which all are the reflections of the single Attention of the Source.

10- These are the more complex and varied in colour and shape, changing patterned resembling the seashells of spiral of endless Universes gleaming with awareness.

11- Resembling the wave of awareness eternity with three endless gigantic towers – streams or tornados.

12- In the centre of darkening eternity bright amber Big Fire of Attention of the Source is seen. On the level of this density the spark of awareness having flown all the way to the Attention of the Source is given a choice: 1. – to merge with His attention, if it has gone through the 3d flow, 2. – keeping individuality in the group or structure of spirits to create something, e.g. new universe, if the spark came in the group or structure composed of several spirits through the 2nd channel. Then, the whole structure comprised by individual spirits goes through the check-up on the level of awareness: each spirit separately and the whole group together. 3. – Or to take up individual creation, if the spark came through the 1st channel alone. From this stage attention goes to the left side of the Dark Sea of Awareness which is as the mirror reflection of the right one with the difference that…

13- The Spark is aware of its entity with all the preceding densities and sees that all this is placed in a single petal of which the Dark Sea of Awareness consists. The Dark Sea of Awareness projects itself in one petal which goes in condition of phase and dreams itself multiplying itself to 3. The Dark Sea of Awareness copies the petal (similar to the diamond-shaped form with fibers at the sides and resembling yolk, the principle of the free will is in the centre) till the endless amount of variants. The center of the petal stretches long thread-fibers resembling hair under water. All the above numerated densities and structures of awareness are creative manifestation of such a principle of free will, one petal of the eternity of variants in the Dark Sea of Awareness.

Also one can see the outlines of aware local forms from groups of petals turned to the Attention of the Source and refracting, reflecting and accepting it in itself. These are the doubles.

14 – The Spark (or amber spot) as tiniest part of the Attention of the Source dreaming itself integrally in the composition of the petal of aware local form – double is given to reconstitute in the memory all densities starting with the Attention of the Source and petal. The spot being aware of itself in the petal of the double finds in the darkness the outlines of the petals and creates the Dark Sea of Awareness.

15- Everyone of us is in essence a spirit, a bunch created by the ribbons of the strength. Being aware of its integrity with the double in the Dark Sea of Awareness and creating it again on the left side the spot finds the will of the double, the blackening flow of strength which throws a double out of itself as the manifestation of its individual intention, totality of all its petals. Also the black flow of will of the Source itself exists and it copies the double on its level. However now the spark (or the spot, or spirit consisting of ribbons of strength) participates in the Creation alongside with the Source as the competent part of His Attention and then the double takes by its will those endless ribbons of strength coming from the Attention of the Source which correspond to the ribbons of strength of the spot itself. Such tuning elongates the flows of the spot into eternity.

16- The double finds endless membranes, absolutely transparent and creating pressure from the side of the Attention of the Source standing and going to all sides vertically, aware and letting endless ribbons of strength through itself.

17-Behind the verge of the membrane it is seen that the ribbons of strength turn into something like a wave created by the gathering of endlessly various forms and vessels for awareness.

18- Behind the next membrane can be perceptible the flows of spiral, constantly changing, twisted into whirls universes.

19- Behind the next membrane spiral stages with whitish cocoons form something distantly reflecting an umbrella or tent of energy of going in the centre of the umbrella of beam of the Attention of the Source filling with itself something resembling gleaming geometric figures and crystals. The outlines of the umbrella itself resemble multicolored streams of rainbow energy with the dissimilar splashes. And form-crystals contain and absorb information about all the changes given by cocoons with the white-amberish flames from the spiral stages. The beam animates and changes taking them from the gleaming form-crystals and melting the old energy ( the beam as if lights out in geometric form-crystals their new sides and replaces the old ones.)

20- The next membrane pressures the universe of globe-shaped worlds. In essence this is one ball with the point of construction in the region of pressure on it with the membrane itself which dreams itself in the non-linear way reflecting in the endlessness of its variations and stretching threads through the points of construction of its copies inside the balls. On this stage the spark can dream itself as an alive creature in any of the globe-shaped worlds.

21- Behind the next membrane the flow of strength coming from the spark being aware of its integrity and intentions gets the spirits-helpers in the shape of harmony organizers shedding the purest joy of freedom and braiding bright coloured ribbons of strength in the globe-shaped worlds.

22- Behind the next membrane the spirits creating the world by a single thought sent to the Source. The creatures with something like wings behind the back.

23- Behind this membrane the world of creatures of the light of kindness and love living in the Endless and Eternal Here and Now of the present moment. Their world is a complete harmony with the nature of the Earth, their seas and rivers are pure, their forests are plenty with all the conceivable sorts of plants and animals.

24- This in essence in the exact copy of our world, but with the difference that a human being is aware of his integrity, all his incarnations at all above mentioned levels of density with the attention of the double and the Attention of the Source capable to participate in the Creation equally with all his parts. (The human being aware of all his parts, i.d. literally the person feeling happiness.)

I do not want to affirm that the classification of densities with the amount of levels and membranes given by me is absolute. But I was shown all this exactly like that more than once during the walk along the coast of the Mediterranean Sea in the direction to the Lebanese boarder…

… And what has happened in our world. I thought if it was really so that all the living creatures are afraid of a man. Tiny crabs rushed away from the place and moving their legs in a funny way ran sidly to a shelter only seeing me. At the dusk I sat on the sand with my back to the rucksack so as to enjoy. In 20 centimeters to the right of me a crab climbed out of a hole in the sand and it looked at the sunset with me dreamingly. It was fully aware of my presence, I know it for sure. We as old friends shared delight with him. I was still but when I changed the pose and moved a bit, it ran away. I saw that it understood that I had come to the coast not for hunting or fishing that I was there to enjoy the sunset and miraculous path. In such an hour we are best friends with it. But the sea did not think like this. Either of joy or of showing who is the host here it washed away the crab with a next wave, but the crab managed to hide in the hole. But I was not as quick as my old chap and became wet with sea water together with the rucksack. Maybe the crab joked at me paying for all the brotherhood frightened by me – it was zany.


Tuning of Big Strips.


– Have you got an idea? – the double asked me when I tuned to it again. I want you to become stable and functional structure in the sphere of awareness of energy for yourself which would be reflected in every projection of you. – I answered the double, turning to all the doubles of our team.

– With delight! – the double replied in a laughing manner, – we have already started. The doubles came into the bubble and united the attention around the petal which they created on the base of the synthesis of all the elements of other types of the Dark Seas of Awareness… They copied the bubble in several variants so that all the bubbles with their rainbow copies inside became the peaks of clear structure in the shape of a crystal. Between the peaks were formed the energetic ties and also inside, and along the surfaces of this form began to go similar to lightnings reddish, silver and bluish splashes and complex spiral ropes. In the evening of this day and after the sunset, when I went on the completely wild plot of the coast with the tough seashells on the line of the surf, the storm began. 6 hours I was walking under the night starry sky, slowly falling on the north-western wind which blew sideway to the left of me, under 45 degrees angle in my face. Complete delight! In my left shoulder I felt the pain as from the needle, from time to time the pain went inside the body. Then I began to walk backwards all the way to the rock, from which far away in the north the lights of Bat Yam could be conceived, I was going both backwards and facewards. I saw that in every joint of the body twisted in spirals and eights the ropes of amber colour glow brightly. The body during the movement began to copy the movements of energy in the ropes and the twists appeared which warmed up the joints and stretching the tendons and muscles pleasantly. I twisted one or several joints. It was funny, as if during the storm at night some mad lone walker was dancing something like African chungo-changa with the rucksack behind the back. Between the joints of the body direct tubes appeared, glowed twisted arched flows uniting in all direction and soon I saw a structure of energy which became more and more complex inside and outside of the body, it resembled the clear carcass…

Suddenly the voice said:

“Death is charmed with your dance, it flew to recharge in the Source.”

When I was moving along the surf, I saw some dark spot which was following me and was moving quickly, but there are many dark spots in this sparkling world of gleaming threads at night at the seaside. I did not thought that I was dancing the death dance…

The first tuning: … Some time ago, if it is suitable to speak about time, the doubles projected themselves in a united petal which sent the signal outside of our Dark Sea of Awareness on the will of the Source. The doubles investigated the thing that was in immediate vicinity from DSA and found out the endless amount of points from which it is measured. Seven of these points relate to the human beings. The others are outside us. When the doubles scanned these unreachable to our perception points, leaving every of one petal behind the boundaries of DSA, on our bodies as on the projects of the doubles went exhausting vibration taking away the strength and concentration of attention

The second tuning: Then the doubles decided to create the petal which would absorb all the points and became something new, new point.

The third tuning: Going outside DSA Nagual found a strange formation of grey, with rough surface balls and flows, one of which went diagonally and was indigo with white specks for the first time. Nagual said that this is we ourselves, our aspects outside of DSA. It worried us, it means us from outside of this Dark Sea of Awareness. He also said that this structure is uncompleted, that we here are in the boundaries of DSA remember ourselves in our integrity to solve the problem with the completion of this exorbitant structure.

The fourth tuning; On the periphery of DSA the doubles built some resemblance of tower-locator of petals, on the peak of it was a new petal – the synthesis of all the points. So Nagual penetrated for the first time in the Glowing Nothing and found grayish balls in it.

The fifth tuning: When to the grayish balls the new ball was sent, they glowed with gold and amber colour of awareness. It made Nagual glad. The process was launched.

The sixth tuning: The tower-locator continued its existence, the new petal caught the gigantic protuberance, in which were whirling the going into endlessness numerous other types of Dark Seas of Awareness. The tower-locator threw reddish impulses of energy, which gave to all petals of DSA, Attention of the Source about the existence of this gigantic protuberance with other types of DSA. From this moment the Source freed our team of doubles from the actions connected with the Great Crossing. Now we became connected between Him and other types of DSA.

The seventh tuning: I undertook, from the state of the double, several travels in other Dark Seas of Awareness, letting go to them the petal of my double via the tower-locator. It turns out that not all types of DSA are made of an element resembling the petal of those several nearest types, in which I managed to look. At the beginning they looked dark longitudinal waves. The petal of the double went to them by the beam.

The eighth tuning: There is one of the neighboring Seas of Awareness, which also projected itself in the petal, however the principle of free will in the middle of this element is absent. The petal is completely black and all of them as one are subject to the single will of the whole Sea.

The ninth tuning: There is a type of DSA, in which 4 bright of amber coloured awareness beams are combined. They are intentioned from the points put over one another, but in this type there is

The tenth tuning: There is a type, in which generally the signs of awareness development were found in the rudimentary state.

The eleventh tuning: There is a type of DSA, in which the energy as mounted on each other three geometric forms, transparent and shedding weak whitish colour, coming as from the uneven mixed threads similar to illuminated borders of unpolished crystal and bright white energy as the river flowing through them. A further (it’s meant that there is an endlessness of the types of DSA)

The twelfth tuning: The idea was to send all types of DSA the signal from the new petal from the top of the tower-locator about the existence of our type of DSA and about its pretty idea – the element, including the principle of free will. The signal was sent to the threads of protuberance and they answered!

The 13th tuning: Soon after this Dark Seas of Awareness began to move close, whirling to the petal at the top of the tower-locator. This looked as if the protuberance was clenching. It was clear that they were interested in the principle of the free will.

The 14th tuning: The two closest types of DSA tried to unite with our. They went as if under the angle of 45 degrees from two sides, but this structure soon became disunited.

The 15th tuning: Having seen that DSA has intention to unite Nagvil and I suggested the doubles the idea of creation of a bubble on the base of that, unfinished structure of rough bubbles and blue flow where the petal became its point of construction…

Spaced out flow.

…You should not look for solitude at the sea coast. You are not going to find it here. Even under the clay precipices between Tel Aviv and Netanya a cycsinel can stick to you with her unequivocal suggestions at night and you will have to save by running! If you want to be alone, go to the stone jungles of Ashdod built as an example of the civilized world with the ubiquity of clear alleys and playgrounds for children and places for rest. None! Everyone is behind the wheel, going to their important deals with serious faces looking at this luxury from the highway making endless rows of gleaming in the sun, multicolored flying thought of contemporary inventor of cars.

– How many kilometers to sea by direct line? – I asked one policeman at the parking lot. – Not important. – The man in the form replied with the poisonous smile. I felt something worrying in this answer. But it turned out that it was the truth as there was no direct line there. The curved road on the hot sand was waiting for me. It curved several kilometers of hence with bared wire of the guarded military unit, for which the sentinels with the guns were watching. “The way of the warrior!”- I thought … Two days of joyful trip along the beautiful beaches and embankments of the capital coast…

That is why I like walking and do not regret that I gave them my preference. Every time one is convinced that “the harmony of the world does not know any boundaries” as Boris Grebenshikov sang in one song of his. After boringly-muttering and convincing in equal wellbeing districts with the signs of anecdotal contents and billboards, linear streets in the pioneer row of earth paradise, after assured and proud grey-brown block of flats of the champion view, refracting the light of happiness, what a plural medley the beach life is. It shoots at me as the bubbles of champagne into the walls of the stomach with the second dish with chili pepper. The images, tanned phizes on the funny faces and grotesque bodies, lively children, crows and cats, dogs and paraplanes, fishermen, everything in coloured spots and resembles very much the multicoloured show booth from the tale about Pinocchio just at the Mediterranean coast. In two days I crossed the worlds of lovers and different countries, Arab fairytale and charmed docks of sleeping sailers, twilights, dawns, dusks, starry nights, rosy and milky-white herds of clouds, China, the Crimea, Christian cape of Jaffa with bohemian castles, Jamaica, America, France. And here are all the girls, here they are !!!

…But what is there ahead? These are gigantic chimneys either of a plant or power plant of the city of Cheder and dock for the tankers going in kilometers in the open sea. What a romance! Trying the curve on foot at night this beauty along the roads with the beach sand I felt myself as the hero of Greek myths, the Sparta person going to the war with the Persians. Where was you, soft sand, that night during the storm? A bit earlier having seen this monumental construction steaming in the sky of light midday clouds-dgarons, floating jovially along the horizon, the perception distinguished clearly the spaced out flow of whitish energy leaving the Earth as a gap in the magnetic grid of energy whirls of the sea coast. I did not want to approach this and I caught a car for 10 minutes to ride past it so as to continue the way along the sea.

This flow tightened strangely. Recently I had been with Nagual near these tubes at the parking lot, where he had a meeting. Sitting in the car, waiting for him, using the situation, being near this industrial giant I scrutinized it. Remember that the mood after that fell drastically, became very sad. But then these situations were not connected in my head. To regain strengths I ran for several kilometers along the beach. Now I did not risk and did not look at the spaced out flow. I asked the double and it in one second determined that at the top of the flow, very high a gigantic energetic parasite was hanging and creating all this buffoonery. But from the point of view of a civilized man this is a very necessary part of the modern world.

From the touch of the sight of the double the parasite resembling a violet ink blob puffed up and blew into parts which continued to hang near each other on the top of the flow. In the flow an amber flash of energy from the Earth was made. It did not give the parts of the monster to grow together again. On the coast near Ceasarea one of the spots of this blob reached me on the sea and I slipped on the coast stones, injuring my knee. “Had its revenge, evildoer”, – I thought. “Will not stand on the knees before you, swine!” – I said to myself. “ As Spartans did not stand on the knees before the Persian tsar, when he proclaimed himself to be God”. It was combined with the fact that the ruins of ancient Ceasarea were waiting for me on my way…

– The double, please, get me rid of this misfortune… – I asked in whisper. A second. A reddish flash gleamed as a small lightning and only a memory remained of the blob…


– to be continued.